Written two other blogs and deleted. Sometimes the words fail to describe how wonderful or amazing something is or the true feeling you can get from something. When you try to talk about it or write about it,it always feels like you are missing describing something,as if it wants to hinder you from saying too much. Like when things keep happening, power fluctuations, high activity and finally computer shuts off on its own, is a good time to stop. Something does not want you to write about it,or even the words are clear to begin but it can feel like there is a "melting effect" occurring as your thoughts feel like its being melted away so they can't take form. Smudging time.